her 21

today is her birthday..
he come to her house..

with his mask..
that cover all his..
pain..
sickness..
hope..

he wish her "happy birthday"..
her smile full of happiness..
full with love..
but his replying her smile..
with hope..
with pain..
with mercy..
with all lie behind his mask..

he shave his hair off..
he said he was bored and nothing to do..
but in his heart..

"i do this because of i failed to get u back"
that's what he actually said behind his mask..

when he cut off his hair..
he crying like a little boy..
crying like a failure..

back to the story..
erm..where im pause at..
ok.. there it goes..

he came to her house..
want to accompany her..
taking care of her little brother..
and also with his "nowwhy2" to see her..

he said to me..
new born bby see his 1st fake smile from other person..
he smile like anything not happening..
like he still her boyfriend..

everytime after he come back from her house..
he ask me..

"wei!!! when i can get her back??"
"when i can stop all my lie??"
"when will i change??"

i answered him..
"i donno.."
the unexpected water flow in my face..
with my pray..
"u will get what's yours back.."